Wednesday, October 01, 2003
@ 06:54pm
| Entry no.354 | there are new levels to my dorkiness....
||   mood    bored   ||
||   music    "so yesterday" - hilary duff   ||

.... I am accessing Radio Disney. Not only do I watch the Disney Channel... I access its site online. Can you say cool? Oh, pardon my english, "kewl".

Anywhoo, I'm home now. Gosh, I could never be a mallrat. I couldn't stand being around in a mall all day and not to do anything. Let's see... We had lunch...nothing special, I dyed my hair back dark again, went shopping... wasted quite a bit of money at Victoria's Secret, which was a complete and utter waste, because who the heck am I going to show off all my pretty little bras and whatnots to? Oh well, for myself, that's who. I spent entirely way too much on my debit card, and now I have to go back in and put more money in, without mom seeing me do it, because then she'll ask why is my statement, or whatever that things call so low.

New subject. A few entries ago, I wrote about writing to someone... that someone was Britton. No idea why I wrote the email, just knew that I was probably making a horrible mistake, but he wrote back. I can already hear the voices of all my friends yelling at me, that this is a big mistake. So what? It's not. He was an intregal part of my life, and I have so few people from my past, I'd like to try and keep the ones who are worthy around. So that made me feel somewhat better that he actually wrote, rather than read it and ignore it... now here's the hard part... what to write back to him? I never used to worry about what I said to him, but now... now I find myself actually writing drafts. Drafts!! At the same time, I feel as though no time has passed really, yet inside I know that... it's more like a whole other lifetime. ((shrugs)).

Anyways, I've got a ton of laundry to do now, so, let me just end this horribly dull entry, before I think it's a good idea to go back outside and flirt with Cathy's son and his friends. Teehee. Around my age AND they're punk and they live right across the street. Good stuff. I think I found new playmates. ((laughs)) <33 toodles

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